http://www.livejournal.com/allpics.bml?user=toxic_lollipopp

Im satisfied.

ps.
how fucking bad is this.. I want it.

and this

and this wouldnt be bad either..

( And why the fuck is my neighbor outside cutting his grass?? )

Fucking bachelors. I swear.

Guys I realized that I need to appoligize for neglecting this journal, and the people on my friends list. Sorry I havent comment on your journals in like a week. Please forgive me. But im so busy these ddays and its crazy.

Im about to take pictures tho for new user icons.
Ill post the pictures later on here and my other journal, so for those of you who have added both, sorry for that.

ilu guys... really I doo..



GTG tho
<3<3

ITS ABOUT TO COME DOWN. WHOOW WHOO

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Kind of pissed right now but Ill type for a few...

Uhm my hair isnt done. the owner of the shop decided to just close the shop in the middle of everything.. =\

I still have to get more platinum put in tomorrow and my cut. also ellumin. I hated my hair at first because it is so light. just i dunno. [the flash makes it look darker] but now im getting used to it.

m excited about tomorrow tho. Jenn is riding with us there. I have to wake up at 4 to get there on time =X ARGG

( This is what Im wearing.. )
I dunno I have to find out. And then I cant find my wide fishnets but Jenn said that I can just take hers. <3 I love her she is so cute.
Shes getting purple highlights fadeing to red in her black hair. Thats going to look like hot sex. seriously. this little dumpling can pull off anything with the blink of an eye.
She has bleach blonde and red and black right now because no one got to copletely finish their hair except this hot guy. he got this mo hawk. kinda like annops and it has red in it. its hotttttt<3
hes like 29 tho. so.. yea....

anyways.
Me and my mom talked A LOT tonight. I loved it <3 every second of it<3

We went to showmars tonight for dinner. They have great shrimp <3 and cheese cake. but anyways. dude. when I walked in. It seemed like everyone was stareing at me. I went to sit down at the spinning stools beside this gumball machien and the prettiest little girl came up to me and asked me if i WAS a super modle. lmfoa <3 HOW CUTE i was like "no sweety.. but ill be you'll be one when you grown up!" and she smiled and left. she was the most darling thing i had seen all day. she had real blonde curly hair. and they were tied up in pigtail with red ribbon. reminded me of what i looked like when i was yonger. she had these LIGHT blue eyes. and these really pretty full lips. just <3<3 I want a sister.<3 Or a brother. We went to get my moms car back from the rental place today and this little boy came in. he was like 4. he was helping everyone in the back [so cute[] and then he came and sat down beside me and asked me to read to him. one of the books was called 'supper time' and at the end it was like "now its ime for desert" and there was this chocolate cake on the last page and he grabbed the page and pretended like he ate the cake. IT WAS SO CUTE. and when i was leaving he goes 'BYE PRETTY GIRL!' JUST. i almost melted right there. <3<3<3

I called my auntie Melanie and she said that while Im staying down there I can just go to the beach everyday. Her son has his old surf boards there so Im going to be out there surfing everyday. or at least trying to. lmfoa.<3<3

I wanna see him tho man. He got all grown up and married to this beautiful girl <3 on the beach like 3 summers ago. I havent seen them since. I miss em. <3<3 love love love

WELP. My brothers home.
Im about to check the location of my tanning lotion.


LOVE YOU
BYE<3

ps. im doing a new layout soon!

pps.
I love it how no one reads the entry they just comment on the pictures <3

ppps.
I have strep throat. and im on these wonderful antibiotics that numb my whole fucking throat to hell.
joy.
Next Layout. I need help for a diff. colour for the yello or if it should just stay...

bout to go get my hair done.
im excited.
after that me and my mom are going to the chineese place and then shes tking me to the tanning bed.

in between my boobs is peeling...
what do i do. lmfao

ok pictuers late

sorry aboutthe typos bbut i haev to g bye

HOW DO YOU GET A URL TO HOST YOUR CAM ON. I NEED IT FOR WWW.CAMPHREAKS.COM. LIKE RENEE.


SOME ONE HELP ME. I WANNA DO THIS. IT LOOKS FUN<3

JUST SERIOUSLY HELP ME.

http://www.camphreaks.com/camme.php
HURRY TELL ME.

so.
Jayson from the hair place called me right when I walked in the door from after school today. he said that he wants me to come on friday. me and jennifer actually. (the cute short one. yea the first model friend i met. i luff her. she always gets me drunk. lmfao <3) anyways. Im getting cut colour and styled. Im so excited. all of this for free. shit. IM getting payed for this. HA. I love my life <3<3. he even said I could pick out my own cut, or he could just make it look hot. how i love gay men.
and Jayson. he is a freaking mircle worker. hes the one who put the pink high lights in my hair and cut it with the bangs. Im going to ask for my hair to get cut like renne's. cus just I love how its short or w.e




IM SO EXCITED YIPEEEEEEEE.

Im getting bleach blonde (the whiteish), golden, and a low light of a chestnut brownish. and then hes adding TEENY little black low lights in. JUSTJUSTJUSTJUST. My hair will look like a mango smoothie when he is finished.

OK I HAVE TO GO TO BED!!
LOVE YOU ALL
FUCKINGG EXCITED HERE!! SO COMMENT AND MAKE ME MORE AND MORE EXCITED!!!
THANKS FOR COMMING OUT.
I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD SHOW
COME SEE ME AGIAN SOMETIME.
PEACE OUT!

so I talked to my mom about whachacallit canceling alla the srping break plans and she gave me the number for my aunts house. She lives in a beach house at Wilmigton beach. I called her and she said I cOuld stay with her thru that week..
fucking awesome.

just thought id let you know.

I AM SO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW.

yanno.. I hate it when people just completely BLOW OFF huge major plans that I was actually LOOKING FORWARD TO with out even asking me if I minded/cared/ etc...

Im like... beyond rage right now.. and just theres so many other things happening.. and just.. im poor right now and my mom is like REALLY REALLY sick and my brother is about to make me slit his throat and my dad left this morning without telling anyone where he was going and we havent herd or seen him ever since and just.. everything is terrible horrible and horendous right now. includeing that my brother is downstairs playing tony hawk on the dvd thing and I wanted to do yoga and I dont have my 5 worksheets of math homework done and im pissed and i just want to kill something because he interupted my viva la bam veiwing and he is hot :(

ok enough of my ranting bye.

So I didnt have my photoshoot today because my agent had a family emergancy and he is my source of hair and make up so we are reschedualing. Plus thats a good thing because I have like pink eye or something..

So I went to target and got two skirts and went to marshalls to get a new pilates tape and a pair of miss sixty capri's.

( here ill show.. )


( random pictures.. )

yanno what really sucks....

when you've got an important job to do and you have to deal with your p-e-r-i-o-d...

HOLA AUNTIE FLOW!.. fucking..


On a better note..

Its really pretty outside today.

thats my back yard... fyi.

I/M conversation w. Matthew [my agent]:

Tangible Beauty: hey
comeonem2: hey
comeonem2: ok so i just got done talking to your mom and freddie and you are going to shoot tomorrow at 3 pm
comeonem2: at freddies house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Tangible Beauty: OH FUN
Tangible Beauty: (: (: (: (: (:
comeonem2: with all your new stuff and it is gong to be the shit i promise you this
Tangible Beauty: ha IM SO EXCITED YAY
Tangible Beauty: AHAHAH
Tangible Beauty: AH
Tangible Beauty: AH
Tangible Beauty: AH
Tangible Beauty: (:
comeonem2: great!
Tangible Beauty: (:
Tangible Beauty: thanks
Tangible Beauty: (:<3
comeonem2: your more than welcome!
comeonem2: brb
Tangible Beauty: okay!

I cant wait seriously.
I havet seen freddie in a while and just the way that he shoots is awesome. Its so natural and just he is just the nicest funniest guy ever. hes greek. and really cool and just we joke around a lot.
EEEEEEEEEEEP I cant wait.
Ill charge my digi cam tonight so I can take picytures and Ill make it a public entrie cus its not right to keep yall on edge and then not show you the pictures yanno!


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welp i have to hit the sac.
I put a new webcam pic on my layout. FYI.

erg I have to wear my retainer tonight </3>
cloudy eh... oh well.. at least it'll be warm <3

OH AND OMG. I THINK THE ARE GOING TO VOTE ME OFF OF THE_CATWALK AND I REALLY LIKE THAT COMMUNITY BECAUSE ITS ABOUT FASHION AND I LOVE FASHION SO IF ANYONE KNOWS ABOUT ANY OTHER FASHION COMMUNITIES LEMME KNOW BECAUSE JUST. :( THEY SAID I WAS UGLY..

BYE.

Urban Outfitters Wishlist

I just set up a Deviant Art Account.

You can go look at it if you want.
Just thought you may be interested. (:
BYE!

My mom's been going grocery shopping for me, and the stuff she gets is I mean good but I need more vegies and fruits if Im going to try and do this whole Vegitarian thing agian. So we decided to go together and pick out some good stuff for Moi.

( Heres what we got: )

Real update jiggas.

Tomorrow I have this huge fitness day planned. Im going to go the whole day with trying to keep my calories under 1000. or at least my total fat or w.e under 500.


seriously. no take out chinese. no drive thru mc donalds, no jolly ranchers forever, no sitting in front of the computer all day. its going to be a healthy day.
this is my wanna bee schedual:

6:30am-7:30 am: - running/jogging [outside]
9:00am-10:00am: - indoor excersizes:

¤Crunches [basic] 3 seets of 15
¤Crunches [diagonal both sides] 3 sets of 15 p/ each
¤Push ups 15
¤Lunges 2 sets of 15
¤Leg raises [in, up, out] <~ lmfao 3 sets of 15
¤Single leg calf raises 3 sets of 15
¤Double leg calf raises 3 sets of 15
¤Rotation Rows 3 sets of 15
¤Bicep curls 3 sets of 15

12:00am-1:00pm: yoga / pilates workout
2:00pm-3:00pm: nap (:
3:30pm-4:00pm: shower
5:00pm-7:00pm: shopping, matthew's, somewhere.
8:00pm-10:00pm: watch tv, eat dinner, chill
10:00pm-6:30am: sleep

I was looking online today for some aerobic stuff and I remembered about Megan telling me about Carmen Electra's new aerobic Strip-tease workout DVD's. So before my mom left for work I asked her if I could get them and she said YEP! When you order your boots." Which we are holding off until tomorrow because she was too tired. We watched the intro of the DVD together and she was like "GOSH CHRIS SHES SO CUTE!" and I was like "I KNOW MOM!!! I KNOW!! (:." Just I can't wait. And just the reason my mom is getting this for me is because she knows I LOVE to dance and its not like total stripperella they also have a hip hop DVD and the lap dance DVD is hot man. It helps you tone your hips, hamstrings, and your calves <3. And just I cant wait. Shes also getting in shape. We've been doing that Yoga/pilates DVD together. Its freaking awesome. It seriously works wonders.

PS. Ive been trying to go COMPLETELY vegan agian. except for fish because I love my sushi and my shrimp and my SOUTH 21 TROUT DINNERS. <3<3
Speaking of sushi, Me and my mom went to CHOPSTIXX [sushi resturant] after school to meet up with her friend Barbra. She has breast cancer. I havent seen her in ages. We talked about modeling together. he is so into fashion its crazie. Its like talking to someone my age who is as infatuated with fashion as I am (:. Just I hope that she can fight thru this whole breast cancer thing because if she doesnt.... I just.... I just I dunno ://.

Alright weeeeeelp. Im going to go hit the sack. I gotta get up early.

Love you guuuuuuuys!!
<3 bye.
ps. Check out my layout if you havent already <3

NEW LAYOUT.
toxic_lollipopp

no its not lez i just liked the picture.
bye.

DUUUUUDE



WTF FORREAL!
OK SO. IM KEEPING THIS ON CAPS PROLLY THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE THING CUS IM FUCKING PISSED MAN.
OK SO I GO TO SCHOOL IN MY NEW CUTE ASS SHIRT FROM BORIS AND NATASHA AND IT FITS PERFECTLY MAN IM SERIOUS NOT LIEING. IT DOENST SHOW ANYTHING UNLESS IM IN HEAVY ROTAtION. OR MOTION OR WHATEVER. SO I GET INTO MS DAWSOMS CLASS. AND THE DAY I WEAR THIS CUTE ASS SHIRT SHE CHECKS THE FUCKING DRESS CODE. WTF SERIOUSLY. SHE WROTE ME UP BE CAUSE ----- THAT MUCH OF MY STOMACHE WAS SHOWING OUT OF THE BOTTOM. IM PISSED. I GOT ASD AND I HAD TO SIT IN ISS FOR HALF OF THAT CLASS PERIOD. AND YALL DImITRI TALKED TO ME TODAY BECAUSE HE WANTED TO KNOW WHAT I DID. WTF BOY I SWEAR IF YOU TALK TO ME AGIAN YOU'RE GOING TO SEE THIS HAND GO ACROSS YOUR FACE AND I AINT LYIN.

ANYWAYS.
I HAVE PHOTOSHOOTS THIS WEEKEND. MY AGENT AND HIS BOYFRIEND ARE GOING THRU TOTAL CRAZIENESS RIGHT NOW SO HIS ADD IS KICKING IN REALLY BAD OR SOMETHING AND HES BROKE SO HES HAVING A RUFF TIME.
SPEAKING OF GUYS WITH BOYFRIENDS.
ME AND KRISTAN AMMENS GOT IN THIS HUGE DEBATE THING TODAY ABOUT GAY MARRIAGE BECAUSE SHE SAID
QUOTE UNQUOTE [W.E]
"I BELIEVE THAT ALL THE GAY MEN AND WOMEN SHOULD BE KILLED BECAUSE THEY ARE LIVEING A SINFULL LIFE AND THEY DONT REALLY HAVE A PURPOSE WHE THEY ARE GOING TO HELL ANYWAYS. SO WE SHOULD JUST KILL THEM BECAUSE THATS NASTY AND IT FREAKS ME OUT."
DUDE.
I WENT
OFFFF

YOU DONT KNOW.
WE SAT THERE AND ARGUED FOR LIKE 10 INUTES. AND AT THE END SHES ALL. "WELL ARE YOU GAY!?" AND I WAS LIKE NO BUT I HAVE GAY FRI-" "WELL THEN SHUT UP"
I SWEAR I ALMOST BACK HANDED THAT BITCH.

IT SEEMED LIKE I WAS THE ONLY PERSON IN THAT CLASS THAT DIDNT HAVE ANYTHING AGIANST GAYS??

SERIOUSLY. IM GOING TO TELL MY BROTHER TO MAKE ME THAT SHIRT HE MADE WITH THE TWO GUYS KISSING AND IM GOING TO WEAR IT LIKE EVERYDAY JUST TO PISS HER OFF.

AND WE HAVE TO MAKE SEALS FOR OUR "OWN CONTRIES" AND MINE IS GOING TO HAVE GUYS KISSING ALL UP OVER IT. NO FUCKING LIE. IM PISSED. AND I JUST WANT TO SHOVE IN HER FACE THAT.

OMGOMG
AND THE OTHER DAY SHE WAS LIKE
"IM GOING TO COMMIT SUIECIDE WHEN I TURN 40 BECAUSE AFTER THAT YOU JUST GET UGLY AND WRINKLEY AND NO ONE WANTS TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU ANYMORE"
WTF IS THAT SHIT. SERIOUSLY.
DUMB ASS HOE.

WHATEVER.
Im about to go layot out side and do some crunches or something to get all this tension off my chest.

If you havent realized yet like everyday I change the webcam picture oon my layout. so if you wanna see a regular update just check my page k thaaaaaanx.
<3
bye

Ill take some pics later. it feels so good out its like 80. <3

Im ordering these tomorrow. And Im getting next day shipping. Im tired of waiting and procrastinateing to get them and its going to be warm and hot all week next week and I now have a total of like 10 skirts so maybe I want to wear them.

I took some pictures tonight. heres one of them.


new shirt:
new shoes[one pair]: they're see thru (:

Anywaaaaaays.
I have a lot of other stuff to talk about but my brother as to get on here and do his homework so.
ILU guys annnnnnd. BYE.

ps. I have photoshoots all weekend. My last one is sunday night. WTF at alla this happening at once.
Plus megan I want to come home with you tomorrow or let your mom drive me ill go to marshalls whatever just i dont wanna ride that hoopdee.

[my mom got hit pray for her and our car!]